About A Party

Weekends are the best time

to find your prime

you’re 29

Forecast says it’s still summer

but you can’t see the sun through those high class glasses

People you only see in pictures

are they really friends

or a means to an end

to not feel so alone

My friends are waiting at the party wearing their best dress

they’re unimpressed

I’m late and drunk on Bacardi

Close to defeat

lipstick on my teeth

And she said “The whiskey

Will kill you if you try

I can see it in your eyes

I know you too damn well

And this is one of those nights”

Interrupt to ask for a ride

I really don’t wanna fight

My family is breaking down

But you pay no mind

We can never go back

It’s obvious we don’t see eye to eye

I wish I would have known that

It’d end up like this

Would I’ve loved you despite

And I know you’ll miss me

Some Saturday night

When you’re telling all your friend about a party

You were just too cool to like

Weekends are the best time

To find your prime

You’re 29

Nothing Else

I get high in the wintertime

When nobody’s around me

I get low when I look outside

And see what’s comin

Can you please forgive me

For loving myself

And I don’t wanna hurt you but

I don’t need nothing else

I have tried a thousand to change my mind but she still won’t let me

And I’m afraid that if I go out on my own

You’ll forget me

Can you please forgive me

For knowing myself

And I don’t want to hurt you

But I don’t need nothing else

If you give me some time

Then I might change my mind

But you know I’ll be all in my mood

If you feel it tonight

We’ll be doin’ it right

If you miss me

It might be too soon

Oohh if you miss me now

Can you please forgive me

for loving myself

And I don’t wanna hurt you but I don’t need nothing

The Abyss

Home can I come home
Holy water flowing from my bones
Apparently I must grow old
This ground remains my home

Blind by the light of the morning

Seemingly bottomless chasm
Close my eyes and I can almost see
A bottomless bottom so deep
The desire to be separate and free

Holding out for the feeling
Blinded by the light in which you see me

Interested in you
No interest in you

(Repeats)

Resurrection

Who knows higher as it goes

Higher as it goes

I see everybody, everybody

I’d be falling to my knees

Falling to my knees

We all waited for your call

To resurrect us all

We die never knowing why

You brought us in this life

I’d be falling to my knees

Falling to my knees

Who knows higher as it goes

Higher as it goes

All We Really Want

Feed your soul on a Sunday
Cause this ain’t God’s day anymore
Looking back I thought someday
I might see heavens doors

Ooh but I didn’t know, I didn’t know that
All that I believed was a lie
And I could have tried I could have tried
To be a better person in spite
And to survive and, to survive is
All we really want in this life

4 o’clock in the morning
Devil just left my bedside
He said “girl I gave you warning,
It’s my fucking job to lie”

I didn’t know I didn’t know your
Heart was just the same as mine
And I didn’t lie I didn’t lie when
I said I didn’t know what was right
And to survive oh to survive is
All we really want in this life

Ooh but I didn’t know, I didn’t know that
All that I believed was a lie
And I could have tried I could have tried
To be a better person in spite
And to survive and, to survive is
All we really want in this life