About A Party
Weekends are the best time
to find your prime
you’re 29
Forecast says it’s still summer
but you can’t see the sun through those high class glasses
People you only see in pictures
are they really friends
or a means to an end
to not feel so alone
My friends are waiting at the party wearing their best dress
they’re unimpressed
I’m late and drunk on Bacardi
Close to defeat
lipstick on my teeth
And she said “The whiskey
Will kill you if you try
I can see it in your eyes
I know you too damn well
And this is one of those nights”
Interrupt to ask for a ride
I really don’t wanna fight
My family is breaking down
But you pay no mind
We can never go back
It’s obvious we don’t see eye to eye
I wish I would have known that
It’d end up like this
Would I’ve loved you despite
And I know you’ll miss me
Some Saturday night
When you’re telling all your friend about a party
You were just too cool to like
Weekends are the best time
To find your prime
You’re 29
Nothing Else
I get high in the wintertime
When nobody’s around me
I get low when I look outside
And see what’s comin
Can you please forgive me
For loving myself
And I don’t wanna hurt you but
I don’t need nothing else
I have tried a thousand to change my mind but she still won’t let me
And I’m afraid that if I go out on my own
You’ll forget me
Can you please forgive me
For knowing myself
And I don’t want to hurt you
But I don’t need nothing else
If you give me some time
Then I might change my mind
But you know I’ll be all in my mood
If you feel it tonight
We’ll be doin’ it right
If you miss me
It might be too soon
Oohh if you miss me now
Can you please forgive me
for loving myself
And I don’t wanna hurt you but I don’t need nothing
The Abyss
Home can I come home
Holy water flowing from my bones
Apparently I must grow old
This ground remains my home
Blind by the light of the morning
Seemingly bottomless chasm
Close my eyes and I can almost see
A bottomless bottom so deep
The desire to be separate and free
Holding out for the feeling
Blinded by the light in which you see me
Interested in you
No interest in you
(Repeats)
Resurrection
Who knows higher as it goes
Higher as it goes
I see everybody, everybody
I’d be falling to my knees
Falling to my knees
We all waited for your call
To resurrect us all
We die never knowing why
You brought us in this life
I’d be falling to my knees
Falling to my knees
Who knows higher as it goes
Higher as it goes
All We Really Want
Feed your soul on a Sunday
Cause this ain’t God’s day anymore
Looking back I thought someday
I might see heavens doors
Ooh but I didn’t know, I didn’t know that
All that I believed was a lie
And I could have tried I could have tried
To be a better person in spite
And to survive and, to survive is
All we really want in this life
4 o’clock in the morning
Devil just left my bedside
He said “girl I gave you warning,
It’s my fucking job to lie”
I didn’t know I didn’t know your
Heart was just the same as mine
And I didn’t lie I didn’t lie when
I said I didn’t know what was right
And to survive oh to survive is
All we really want in this life
Ooh but I didn’t know, I didn’t know that
All that I believed was a lie
And I could have tried I could have tried
To be a better person in spite
And to survive and, to survive is
All we really want in this life